Do you like my blog transformation? I think it's easier on the eyes to have a more neutral blog. That was another thing I did while I was in procrastination mode.
I'm feeling very angry and stressed right now. I wanted to have more accomplished by now, like the entire story so that I could just work on editing. I have at least six more chapters to write.
I honestly don't know how people do this for a living. It's so much sitting in one place. They must have bursts of energy where they write a lot in a short period of time and are able to separate it from the rest of their lives. I am not that type of personality. I was trying to have a conversation today and I kept losing focus on what the other person was saying and even drifted off with what I was saying because I was trying to hear the ideas for the book that were in my head too. Everything is a fucking distraction. Am I going to end up with Alzheimer's? How do you get that?
People all around me are getting one sickness or another. Everyone's got some kind of problem. Mine is that I am never going to finish the book if I don't get back to work.